30 November 2006

botero

Fernando Botero is one of my favorite artists in the world, possibly of all time. My heart leaped two miles high when I learned there was an exhibit of his work in Lima, and rushed to it.

The exhibit is called "El Dolor de Colombia" and features paintings and drawings that depict violence. There is much to be said about the subject matter of the works. With titles like "Massacre," "Kidnapping," and "Woman Crying," the moral intension and emotional intensity behind this show did not escape me.

Yet, to expose myself to be the sybarite that I am, I was absolutely mesmerized by the man's art. The lines, shades, and textures of the paints and graphite hit me as hard as the bullets that pierced his imaginary subjects. When Botero used a pencil to draw the fine lines of a woman's hair, I wondered what note would sound if I were to pluck one of the metallic strands of graphite.

Come visit me and see Botero.

29 November 2006

burger king

They deliver here.

28 November 2006

choclo, huevo, y papa

Elizabeth, my landlady, is lovely. Sometimes, she makes me lunch. Today, she served a typical Peruvian dish, which is simply boiled corn, egg, and potato. It usually comes with huacatay (a cheese-based sauce) and/or rocoto (a heat-packed red pepper-based sauce).

I love its unadorned presentation, familiar flavors, and satisfying textures. This kind of food takes me home to China, to the States, and has a way of rooting me down, making Peru home, too.

27 November 2006

connections

A new acquaintance in Lima, who Carlos was introduced to by his friend in the States, knows my roommate, who found her room through craigslist like me. This leads me to hypothesize that at least one of the five of us must know Kevin Bacon, the sixth degree.

26 November 2006

volunteer thanksgiving

Carlos and his roommates invited their Peruvian friends and colleagues to celebrate Thanksgiving on Sunday. The Fantastic Four created an incredible feast with green bean casserole, candied yams (brushed with orange-infused vodka), stuffing (vegan and meat-juice flavored), and two pies (pecan and apple). And of course, the turkey, which was juicy and flavorful; the turkey team met their formidible challenge to defrost, brine, and roast a 15 lbs. bird in 21 hours.

25 November 2006

injured bird, dead worm

I encountered this injured birdie on my way home from the farmer's market. It hobbled away when I tried to pick it up. It didn't want my help.

This worm I found when I took fresh oregano from my bag. It was already dead and couldn't use my help.

Both animals filled me with anxiousness, disgust, and pity. But, I think the worm was easier to reconcile because I know it's decomposing in the garbage can. The bird? Who knows.

24 November 2006

thanksgiving potluck

A bunch of gringos in Lima organized a Thanksgiving potluck and here are the results. The food was fantastic, particularly the candied yams which were sweet, creamy, and nutty, and gave you that warm fuzzy glow inside that only 1/3 bottle of bourbon can.

23 November 2006

thanksgiving hotpot

Thanksgiving is my day to reign in my father's kitchen.

My dad cooks for our family and he is the reason that I don't know how to cook Chinese food. He is fantastic, but is so self-sufficient and efficient that the biggest help I can give him in the kitchen is to stay out of it.

For 19 years, our dinner on Thanksgiving resembled a meal served on any other day. Occasionally, my dad would prepare a dried, salted turkey part (don't know which part since it's usually cut up). Delicious with rice, but not exactly traditional.

The past two Thanksgivings, I've taken over my dad's kitchen. I have roasted the turkey, mashed the potatoes, and buttered the corn and he can't do anything except watch because he doesn't know anything about ovens (the Chinese think ovens are a handy place to store pots and pans).

My nieces and nephews love it. The little gluttons love the food, but I think they also love how celebrating a traditional Thanksgiving validates them as Americans. (Well, let me not speak for them. That's how I have felt growing up eating salted turkey on Thanksgiving.) When you eat turkey on Thanksgiving, you've made it. There's nothing Chinese about a gigantic, whole bird in the middle of the table, not sliced up, not stir-fried, not in soup.

I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised when my mom told me that they wouldn't be roasting a turkey this year for Thanksgiving because I was the only one who knew how to do it. Instead, they're having hotpot.

And I confess, as much as I love the traditional Thanksgiving fare, I miss home, I miss my dad's cooking, and I wish I was eating hotpot for Thanksgiving, too.

22 November 2006

one loop, two loops

Carlos and I didn't run 10k last Sunday as we had promised ourselves. However, we have managed to run 3k and 6k on Monday and Wednesday, respectively. I guess that adds up to almost 10k. Just thought you would like an update.

21 November 2006

bugs

























































Sucker! Now the next time we meet, I will get to punch you 15 times in the arm.

20 November 2006

china

The men in Lima like to call out "china" when I walk by as if they've never seen one and as if Perú didn't have the largest population of Chinese in Latin America. But, china could also mean "girl," equivalent to chica. I don't understand why the men do that here because I already know that I'm a girl. Then again, whenever I pass by a cat (or dog), I like to point and say "cat!" (or "dog!").

19 November 2006

dust filtered sunset

On this election day, Carlos and I visited Carabayllo, the community in which he works.

We climbed a mountain of rock and dirt. On the way up, there was a road division with flowers, plants, and trees, which proved to me that green things can grow here.

Carlos introduced me to his kids. They were all strikingly beautiful and filthy. They were shy and aggressively curious at once.

On the mountain, we watched the sun set behind dust and clouds.

18 November 2006

vote, or else

Election day is tomorrow.

Even though I don't watch T.V., I've been exposed to a hearty dose of political advertisements. There are banners with candidate faces on most every road, signpost, billboard, food cart.

Do any of you remember Crazy Eddie? He used to hawk electronics on television and talked really, really fast? The dude on the left (the current mayor of Lima) reminds me of him. I think it's the thumbs-up gesture that triggered the association.

Honestly, most of the headshots are not flattering. The candidates look like they're trying to sell real estate. The photo quality is that bad. There's one guy who had crooked teeth and may have been cross-eyed. There's nothing wrong with having those features, but if your face is plastered on a 20-foot banner, having a photo taken at an unflattering angle can be particularly distracting from your message (I believe, anyway).

Another man, and I'm not exaggerating, looks like grandpa from "The Munsters." And because his banner is 20 feet tall, you can see the cooper-green eye shadow he is wearing. (He is also caked in chalk-white foundation, which makes him look singularly dracula-esque against the blood-red background of his poster.)

I planned on discussing some of the voting regulations, but Jen, my roommate, has already written an excellent post on the topic.

17 November 2006

combi hustlers

Public transportation in Lima is comprised of a system of jitneys. Cheap, convenient, flexible, fast, polluted, polluting, they're called combis (combi singular).

There is a driver who navigates the tangle of traffic and a "hustler" who ushers passengers on and off the buses.

It is the job of the hustler to hang out precariously from the doorway of the bus and call out the routes. Most of the time, the man makes his announcements and the bus drives on.

Every now and then (not all of the time, but frequent enough to prompt me to author a post about this), the hustler will look you in the eye, beckon you with energetic hand motions, and implore you to board the bus. Whether your destinations are congruent is academic.

It's as if you were strolling past 42nd Street and Lexington Avenue in New York City and an airport shuttle to JFK slowed down and the driver begged you to hop on board. "Come on. JFK. JFK! That's right, we're going to JFK and you should, too. You know you want to go there. It's JFK."

I always feel a twinge of guilt when I shake my head "no." I don't know why, but I feel like I'm letting them down somehow.

16 November 2006

mirando sin ver

I have been looking all over for the Delete key on my new keyboard. Looking and looking, and not finding; I decided that the stupid designers neglected or chose not to include it. Then, finally, I saw it. Guess where? Guess! Right next to the Back Space key (which I have been using constantly). And it's a pretty big key, twice the size it is on standard keyboards. Boy, I feel stupid. And I should feel stupid because I decided the key didn't exist only because I couldn't find it where I expected it to be.

15 November 2006

habits

After intensively posting for the past few days, my fingers were sore from the typing. So I finally decided to take my fancy schmancy ergonomic keyboard out of the closet.

I'm used to typing on split keyboards, but this is a different beast. This keyboard has two cups, one for each hand. The keys are spaced a bit differently and placed in a slightly different order; also the touch is much more sensitive (so I won't have to press as hard).

It feels so weird. Having been typing since the ninth grade, the keyboard is like an extension of my body. Now, everything's changed and I'm not sure I like it. My muscles and nervous connections are confused and hesitant. I spend more time correcting mistakes than producing.

But, I will admit that my hands feel so much better. The pain and tension in my digits and wrists have significantly subsided. By being flexible and assiduous, my typing is becoming more fluent.

Hopefully, I'll be able to apply this lesson to learning Spanish. It's a crazy beautiful language. There are so many things I love about it, like how it forces me to be precise about diction. However, often I grow angry and indignant at the scores of tenses and conjugations. Why?! But then, sometimes "why" is not the point. "How?" is the question I must persist in asking myself.

14 November 2006

a mosquito's knees


Even though I didn’t have an opportunity to travel around Venezuela, I had a wonderful time with Carlos’s family.

Gabriela, Carlos’s aunt, speaks with a beautiful, clear Colombian accent. She is an impressive lady. In the mid-80s, when her husband’s health failed, her husband’s business partner cheated and left them with nothing but debts.

The family was forced to move out of their comfortable home into an apartment half the size. Meanwhile, Venezuela’s economy also tanked. With a husband at home who was slowly dying of Parkinson’s disease, Gabriela single-handedly provided for her three sons and ailing husband.

It has been over ten years since her husband passed away, and she is still very much in love with him. Now, she suffers from herniated discs in her lower back and works when she can as a coiffeur. I liked her stories about rich women who try to bargain for 90% discounts on her fastidious services.

Carlos’s uncle, Gustavo, is also a hoot. When we crossed streets, he liked to say, “This is more dangerous than a bullet in the ear.” Also, when someone was skinny, he would comment, “A mosquito has more fat on its knees.”

13 November 2006

one cloud

I told Elizabeth, my landlady, about the magical clouds in Caracas. In her cheerfully sardonic way, she remarked that in Lima we can feel distinguished too because we are blessed with one very special gray cloud that spreads itself over the entire city.

12 November 2006

10k

Completely ill-prepared, Carlos and I participated in a 10k race with about 8,500 other people through the streets of downtown Lima. (My first race ever!) The race was sponsored by Nike and took place in nine cities across Latin America. (Source 1, 2, 3)

We finished strong, in 1h 16m, and had a fantastic time. The weather was cool, volunteer musicians spurred us on, and, for once, our right of way as pedestrians was enforced. I gloated as I watched cars line up, waiting for their turn to cross.

Afterwards, Carlos and I were poopered. We spent the remainder of the day resting and napping. At 16:00, we headed out for a ceviche dinner and caught a movie called Samaritan Girl by South Korean director Kim Ki-Duk, which filled our heads with images of violent love and death (a recurring theme in Korean movies I've noticed).

Inspired by today's run, I've made Carlos promise to run a 10k with me every Sunday. We will see how consistently we work to realize this vow.

11 November 2006

caracas

I descended upon Caracas at night. As our plane approached the landing strip, we flew over apartment towers lit up like architecture models; to my left was the silhouette of the sea; to my right were shadows pressed against the sky that turned out to be mountains.

I came to Venezuela to attend the wedding of Ramón, Carlos’s cousin. Carlos was born in Caracas and spent his first 11 years here; Ramón was more like a brother than cousin. I had also hoped to travel around a bit since Angel Falls, the world’s tallest cataract, was here and a poster at the airport, which proclaimed Venezuela to be the Caribbean’s best-kept secret, piqued my interest (and as it turned out, it will remain a well-guarded secret to me).

The drive from the airport (just outside city-limits) into Caracas, with tall mountains and windy roads, recalled memories of San Francisco. Carlos’s cousins, Ramón and Angel, were sure I would revise my opinion in better light. They were right.

On the one hand, Caracas was spectacular. The city was nestled in a valley. Turn in any direction and you will encounter enormous mountains. Not just a pretty view, these mountains imposed their full magnificence and magnitude. To see them was to feel a punch in the gut; they were painfully and violently beautiful. I felt like I had fallen into a deep, wide well. And when I looked up, the sky and the clouds were always always the bluest blue and the whitest white. Despite the pollution, the firmament was sempiternally flawless.

Unfortunately, when I looked down, at the ground beneath my feet, all I saw was dirt and trash. What nature bequeathed, a jewel wrapped in verdant, fragrant mountains and capped with cobalt and milk sky, the citizens of Venezuela had gorged and transmuted with the foul bile in their foul bowels, farting petrol that stings the eyes red and blind, excreting litter that contaminates the spirit senseless. There should be a sign to curb the citizens of the waste of their cheap industry and purge their diseased arteries infected with filth and fear.

On December 3, Venezuelans will vote. Watching Hugo Chavez campaign for reelection was like watching a rock star. Women swooned and men screamed in his presence. Hugo was very talented. He carried passion in his voice when he spoke about socialism and fomented nationalism.

One of Chavez’s campaign slogans was “Vote against the Devil. Vote against imperialism.” Despite the rhetoric, there were more McDonald’s and Burger King franchises per square mile in Caracas than Starbucks’s in Manhattan.

Tourism had not been well developed in Venezuela because it was perceived as another way for wealthy foreigners to exploit the country. That was why I didn’t travel outside of Caracas. A 2-night, 1.5-day trip to the mountains (including only breakfast, transportation to and from the airport, and one tour) cost $550. To backpack as a single female was strongly discouraged because of safety issues.

Security was a tangible absence in Caracas and a source of anxiety that permeated every aspect of routine: driving, walking, entering a home, snapping a picture…

Some examples:
  • A red light at an intersection (when there were lights at all) served only as a friendly reminder. I was told that there were no speed limits on the highways and no laws governing drinking and driving.
  • After 21:00, the streets were deserted. My hosts constantly watched over their shoulders, vigilant against drunkards, thieves, and car-jackers.
  • To enter or leave a residence, it was typically necessary to bypass a minimum of five locks. There was at least one main gate (sometimes two or three), one gate in front of the door to the apartment, and at least two locks (usually three or four) on the main door.
  • When I took a picture of a demonstration in front of the presidential palace, a large, armed soldier approached me and threatened to confiscate my camera. Finally, I acquiesced by deleting the objectionable pictures in his presence. (However, after he left, I secretly took more photos.)

Yet, beneath the grime, dilapidation, and restrictions is unequivocal potential. Just look at the murals that line the city, created by artists of extraordinary talent. Like everywhere else I’ve visited in South America, the resources (natural and human) exist—in abundance. Nationalism as a palliative for poverty and suffering is inadequate. Pride is justified, but it must be followed up by positive works, constructive exploitation, scrupulous management, and moral leadership.

Oh, and the wedding. It was a lovely, intimate gathering of family and friends. The ceremony was solemn and the party afterwards was rockin’.


10 November 2006

panamá

Rewind the clock three weeks back to Saturday, October 21. Carlos and I woke at 2:30 to head for the airport. He was flying to Bogotá, then Caracas; I to Panamá City, then Caracas.

I arrived in Panamá at 9:40. Immediately after deplaning, I was embraced by salty, humid air and fierce, equatorial sun. In the distance were blue skies and dense clouds anchored by low, lush mountains. Having always associated Panamá with the Canal and the Canal with modern engineering, traffic, and trade, I hardly anticipated this still, verdant vista.

My connecting flight wasn't until 19:20; I had almost ten hours to kill. So I paid for a tourist visa and signed up for a five-hour tour.

I hopped into a shiny, air-conditioned van and set off to explore Panamá City with about ten other tourists. Our guide began by describing the country's topography, the major indigenous tribes extant, and the prodigious variety of produce, including its coffee (among the best in world).

So our first stop in this fabulous, fertile land on this brief tour? Yes! A strip mall! Two hours for lunch and shopping at Conway, dollar stores, and "Indian Palaces" (as in East India) where I could find tablecloths, curtains, buttons, and much much more.


My first reaction was anger, as if someone had just picked my pockets. Then remembering my liberal education, I self-consciously wondered if I was just being a spoiled American. I began to rationalize that this was probably a more "genuine" experience; I was given a rare opportunity to "participate" in daily life as any regular Juan Schmoe would.

Based on the types of businesses I saw at the strip mall, I inferred that there was a large Chinese and Indian population present in Panamá. Likewise, American megacorporations, like McDonald’s, Burger King, and Domino’s Pizza, thrived.

After a most horrible experience at a Chinese restaurant in Lima, I decided to try my luck in Panamá and ate lunch at Mr. Chen. The ambiance at Mr. Chen exuded…pizzeria. However, I was impressed that they had pushcart dim sum service.

I ordered wanton soup and dumpling dim sum. The dishes looked better than they tasted, but wasn’t entirely disappointing.

It was amusing to watch the waiters with their pushcarts queue in a corner. Whenever a customer arrived, ushered forward by the Chinese manager, they would display their offerings and quickly retreat to their stations in the corner. Unlike in New York, where the dance of the Cantonese ladies kept a steady stream of food flowing, these young Panamanian men were as awkward as pubescent boys at their first middle-school dance.

Two hours later, we were off. Our next stop was the ruins of the original city built by the Spanish in 1519 and plundered and burned to the ground in 1671 by Welsh buccaneer (or pirate depending on your loyalties), Sir Henry Morgan. (Though, whether the blaze that destroyed the city was ignited by Morgan or the Spanish remains a matter for debate.)

Our van parked on the street and we disembarked for 5 minutes to snap pictures of the ruins. Part of the ruins were gated and marked with plaques like at a sculpture garden. Across the street were more scraps of history scattered across green fields where men played soccer and women walked their dogs.


Back in our van, we cut across town and headed 8km southwest for Casco Viejo, the city built by the Spanish after Morgan’s attack. This was a sad sight to see.

With the exception of very few houses and streets, most of Casco Viejo was decrepit, as if its citizens had cannibalized a still living man. While he was virile and had a twinkle in his eye, they sucked his fat from a cheap plastic straw, leaving his flesh and bones to rot in paradise.

This scene was made more absurd by the fact that the presidential mansion was located among this decay, separated from his neighbor—a crumbling edifice, more shell than home—by a narrow cobblestone street; the intimacy painful as a thorn pressing against raw flesh.

This time, our tour guide granted us 10 minutes to explore. I stole 5 more when I encountered these beautiful girls and took their pictures. I apologized to my tour-mates for my tardiness and we headed for the coup-de-grâce: the Panamá Canal.

For whatever reason, I expected something more akin to the Hoover Dam. I thought the Canal would be very big, with massive concrete structures and steel thingamajigs. In reality, the Canal was rather quaint—to look at anyway.

The idea of severing two continents, the engineering feat that was executed, the sheer size of the ships that use the Canal were jaw-droppingly impressive.


Some quick facts about the Canal:
  • The project was begun by the French in 1890. Unequipped and unprepared for the tropical climate, they capitulated 14 years later to the mosquitoes (and disease and bankrupcy) and sold the development rights to the Americans for $25 million.
  • Americans completed the project in 1914.
  • About 27,500 people died from disease and accidents in the building of the Canal.
  • The first ship to use the Canal was the Ancon, a steamboat.
  • In 1928, Richard Halliburton took ten days to swim through the Canal and paid the lowest toll ever: $0.36.
  • The most expensive toll, $249,165, was paid earlier this year by the Maersk Dellys.
  • Currently, the average toll paid to cross the Canal is about $80,000 (the toll is calculated based on the weight and size of the vessel).
  • About 38 vessels use the Canal each day. It takes about 8 hours to traverse the three locks of the Canal. During the day, traffic is Atlantic-bound; at night, it’s Pacific-or-bust.
  • On Sunday, October 22, 2006, Panamanians voted to enlarge the Canal by adding a third lane. The project is estimated to take 7 years to complete and will cost $5 billion.
Like most of the South American countries I have visited, it seems to me that the wealth of Panamá is concentrated in the pockets of few. Despite the country's natural resources and the income generated by the Canal, extreme poverty resides alongside exceptional wealth.

In downtown Panamá, modern glass-and-steel luxury towers reach for pristine blue skies, while (literally) across the street there is a community of shacks founded and rooting deeper in contaminated mud.

From my brief visit, I have seen the beauty of the country in its breathtaking landscape and enchanting people. Yet, death and decadence dance like two dark clouds, waiting to crash and break.

09 November 2006

he llegado

I arrived in Lima at 23:11 last night. My flights were pleasant and timely; an airport guard who assisted me with a question was exceptionally sweet. I was very happy to be back in Lima. I spent this morning settling back into a rhythm paused two and a half weeks ago. It is difficult getting started on this blogging business again. More tomorrow.